Monday, September 25, 2006
In between my fingers...
This is the result of a talk with the sisters during the dull moments of the hlt when all the boys are cheering at what seemed to be the downfall of the Ateneo Blue Eagles. Unfortunately for the Tigers, they didn't budge. Haha...peace to all uste people.
I actually do not want people kissing my hand. I dislike the feeling. To me, a woman's hands are sacred; these two are actually one of the greatest gifts one can give her one true love someday.
There are actually two ways of holding hands: one that signifies friendship, the palm to palm hold, and the one with fingers interlocked which signifies a complementary bond deeper than friendship.
Gosh I sound so corny.
And so if one holds my hands in the way that I do not intend to and kisses them at the same time then that would trigger the alarm bell for offense.
I do not like to sound exagerrated. I just felt that it, that incident during one session I wish to not name, crossed the line I placed between guys and me.
I have never told this person what I really felt about the incident but eventually I know my disappointment will reach him.
Point is, guys, never hold a girl's hand just because. Holding our hands mean a lot; for me, it does, especially if one will clasp my hand and place his fingers in between mine. I'm not sure where I actually derived the idea but to me the only one who could ever hold my hand in that way will be the person who would complement me. The spaces in between our fingers are made to be complemented by another hand; a bond occurs when this happens. To me, this would signify security, that I am assured that while that moment is occuring that guy nonverbally tells me that he would not let me go just like what had happened to me in the past.
Hay talaga ang cheesy ko na!!!!
And so these hands of mine are reserved for that person God will work His will on my life with. Wherever he is, these are reserved. And no one...no one will ever repeat that incident when someone kissed my hand and held it in a way I dislike.
No one except a particular, still mysterious person I am praying to God for. :)
1:33 AM
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I don't care what the world
throws at me now.
It's gonna be alright.
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