Friday, August 11, 2006

Too much H's

I have just survived hell week. Midterms in n201 done, individual case done, group case done, ward class done. But actually, hell week is just about to start; the psychiatric nursing and teaching strat exams are gonna happen next week.

As usual, during hell week, my sleeping patterns get erratic. And unlike before when I wake up most of the people at home due to the loud music blasting from the speakers to obviously keep me awake when the caffeine fix subsides, I now sleep abnormally early to the point that my goals to accomplish aren't all done.

Ahhhh and that sucks for someone so OC like me. I get all panicky the next day when things were left undone. Except for literary works and newspaper deadlines, I hate the idea of cramming. I HATE cramming to the core. That is why I keep an organizer to fix my time schedule for the day and for the week.

(well yeah i also keep an organizer due to short term memory loss and an uber busy lifestyle)

I've got a theory though. Since I had been joining the owls in staying awake since high school, my body clock is suddenly giving up on me. In layman's terms, kailangan na yata ng battery.

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I am starting to have the Starbucks bug. I can't live without their hot latte. I hate it. I am not supposed to get addicted. I am not supposed to drink coffee due to my heart ailment.

But. I. Can't. Seem. To. Stop. Dang.

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I want to hate you. All of you. I want to get out and I will do everything to get out from your circle. You guys don't know what it feels like to be degraded and stepped on. I am very patient...just don't burst the bubble.

See you. I don't care if you're gonna hate me. Hate me, then. You guys are no more than a family nor friends to me.

Ever since, I never felt belonged anyway.

10:57 AM

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I don't care what the world
throws at me now.
It's gonna be alright.
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Lee-an. YFC. 19. Writer. Poet. Student Nurse. Future Forensic Expert. Fascinated with corpses and mummies (haha ang morbid ba?) Loves Edgar Allan Poe too much she is obsessed with his works. Loves Philosophy. Loves ranting about Politics. Gawad Kalinga Advocate. 100% Pure...dare to be. Melancholic.

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