Thursday, September 21, 2006

In love.

Maybe I really needed to let go that I may no longer feel distressed.

Besides God knows I was honest when I claimed I was really there before 6:00am.

Mom insists I complain but I am giving up on it. Damage has been done.

For now I do not want to talk about it. I don't want to think about it. I don't want to even give a freaking care about revising my case study when the highest grade I can get is below passing inspite of the hardwork, missed yfc meetings and missed sleeps.

It was a great deal of an oppression but I thank God I'm still alive, faithful, full of love and blessed. I am too blessed that He stopped the rain when I was about to leave the bus, wishing I brought the umbrella yesterday, He drove away the rat that infested my room last night (I prayed to God for that...sheesh...hehe), He makes me happy each day by... stuff (haha...secret!) and He gives me sweet little surprises (too many to mention..hehe).

I remember that one uber blessed Saturday before the Kasangga when I declared in front of my friends this reality they found so weird:

I've fallen completely.

To quote a line in one of my all time favorite songs,"I love You" by Martina McBride (mga in-love..download nyo!!):

"and im in, so electrically charged up, kinetically acting, eratically need you, fanatically you get to me, so magically sure and the sky is blue...baby I love You!"

I'm head over heels in love with God. :)

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Got this from a friend's blog and it blew me away:

"No man will ever claim you unless he claims you from Me. For I reserved a man for you who has My heart and loves Me even more than he will for you. For I won't give you unless he asks you from Me. He's asleep; don't wake him. He's busy for Me, My kingdom. Soon you will know him, but I have the perfect time. You're My PRINCESS, My daughter. Let no prince claim you unless he asks you from My hand for I am your Father, the KING of Kings. YOU, My princess, ARE WORTH WAITING FOR."

I'm special. :)

8:07 PM

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I don't care what the world
throws at me now.
It's gonna be alright.
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